Day 15 October 15 11:41 PM

Food Eaten: Banana Hemp Milk, Pistachios
Quality of Life: So Very Hungry
Physical Activity Level: Thinking about how hungry I am, some whimpering
Raw Food Percentage: 100

It happened. What I was warned about, what my poor planning skills were pointing at, I forgot to go shopping, slept in and didn't have time to get anything to eat before work. Last night's dinner was also pretty lackluster. I am hungry.

Today, I am hungry. Today I will make veggie loaf.

I picked up a bunch of stuff at safeway, which was more expensive than I'd like and I couldn't find any hemp stuff, but I am currently waiting for the strange concoction of potatoes and sweet potatoes and various other vegetables and almond paste to set into a mass in my fridge. Man I really hope it tastes alright.

I tried to focus on how other people get through days without even soy shake thingies and the knowledge that they will eat tonight. But that just made me sad and hungry.

Anyway, it will be a little while till the food is ready. In the meantime I'm eating a few pistachios. And updating this blog.

Other issues, I think I started to feel unwell around the time I threw those soy beans into my morning shake, so they're out tomorrow. See if I feel better. Also, I sprouted the wrong kind of beans, those black-eyed beans are not edible raw. But the chickpeas I got should do alright. Soon there will be raw hummus. And life will continue on with me dipping celery sticks into said hummus.

On a mental health note, have you ever been at a stop light, saw red and thought green? Or not even thought green, just thought go? Happened today with my clock. It didn't click what time it was until I was almost late for work. I knew what time I had to be there, I knew what time it was, I knew how long it took me to get to work, but for some reason there was no connection between all of these facts. No unification of these facts into an imperative.

Odd but not completely unheard of. Lets just see if I zone out more often. Though more frequent zoning out does add credence to my raw food makes zombie theory.